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AHH KAWAII! ~
sagakure, yaoi, buttsecks, kaito, zero
[info]alex_antidote
So sagakure made these virtual pets...and I adopted the ZeroxYuuki one! :DD

PLEASE CLICK ON IT, IFYOU HAPPEN TO BE PASSING BY! :D


Click Me!

Adopted from squiby

^^ Please?

BTW, I'm working on my own writing [WOOH FOR ORIGINAL WRITING!] And yet, I'm still doing fanfics.
The one's I'm working on has to do with VK, the newest one. XDD It goes off of 'A Blissful Moment', XDD So, I'm just gonna write from where I left off there. XDD

So, and then there's another one [yes both are yaoi XDD], but I'm also writing in CG and HP, and a cross-over parody of Twi-HP

XDD I joined the Anime Club at school ^^ WIN! :DD

Oooh, and high school is treating me okay. Everyone is getting sick though, but it's fine. XDD I'm not.
I get to go to the movies with my amiga tomorrow, so I'm excited for that! :DD

Please check out my FF.net account [link is somwhere in an eariler entry] and click the eggs! :DD

ON HIATUS: Why?
sagakure, yaoi, buttsecks, kaito, zero
[info]alex_antidote


On my fanfiction account, I wrote I'm on Hiatus. Why, some people want to know. Purely because I'm lazy I started high school this week, and so far I have alot of school work to finish, and barely have any time to write. I do promise, however, to write/post things occasionally.

But I do have a set date, and I will be on hiatus until mid/late December. :]] Until then, I am writing several stories, and hopefully they will be finished/edited by then and I will have more than one chapter for anyone who has been waiting for ^^

Gahh, high school is muy different than what I expected it to be. I thought it would be: Just another year having to survive through, telling myself every morning JUST ANOTHER DAY. Rolling out of day, and burning my hair straight, and then teasing. Riding the bus with the fear of getting stabbed/shot. Walking into school like another outsider, and roaming the halls alone. Sitting in class, anti-social like, and being ignored. Sititng at lunch alone, being made fun of.

But it's not anything like that. I don't look forward to it, I NEVER LOOK FORWARD TO SCHOOL [As emphasied by the capslock, XDD], I just don't have the same bad feeling about it like I used to. Freshman year, will everything change?

Unluckily for me, I have several fic ideas [fanfic and otherwise] that I'm scared will never get written. Ahaha, but being me, I will most likely write it, and then spiral into a deep deppresion on the first comment that someone hates it. XDD Serioously.

I'M LEARNING HOW TO DRAW! Slowly but surely, and I'm so excited! I can't draw for anything, but I've been taking it more seriously these days when I realized something while I was writing and trying to describe a certain scene: Somethings can't be said in words.

That's one of life's greatest lessons but I just realized the whole thing on that. I was like, GOOD GOD, I should learn how to draw! :]] So that's what I'm doing.

So far, not that bad, but not fabulous either. :PP 

I also never realized how far my yaoi addiction will take me...I'm horrendus. I have like, NO limits to my yaoi intakes. It's horrendus, and I feel disgusted with myself. XDD Ha ha, not. :PP

Goodness, I'm lazy. I thought I promised to update everyday, it's been a couple of weeks since last. XDD Ahaha, but this time I mean it. ^^
 

Okay, so I'm about to watch SERENDIPITY, which I absolutely LOOOOOOVE!, with my daddy-o! :DD Whoop-de-da! :DD I had a weird conversatoin about fate/coincidences the other day. I don't believe in either. Yes, I believe in God. But for me it's more like if it's "meant to happen" that YOU make it happen.

^^ Oookay, that's it for this post. :DD So, I will update tomorrow.
AFTER I do my homework.

EDIT: XDD Picture from Chapter 53 of VK, taken from Sagakure-sempai's idea. ^^ Ahaha, amazing chapter. Suggest that you read, :]


At Friend's House
sagakure, yaoi, buttsecks, kaito, zero
[info]alex_antidote
I got to spend the night with my friend, Emily. :DD
I'm over at her house right now! :]]

This is just a quick post, and I'll write more later. We talked so much last night, and stayed up pretty late.

First sleepover in forever, YEAHH! :]]

I Need To Pee~
sagakure, yaoi, buttsecks, kaito, zero
[info]alex_antidote

Blahhh, I'm watching Junjou Romantico...it's quite amazing. I'm going to read the manga next, but I thought I'd watch the anime before I got to my mom's next week. I also finished watching Gravitation, it was...a weird ending. But I liked the rest. I will also read that manga, since I wasn't satisfied with the anime's ending. :DD

I actucally came here to apologize to my fanfiction readers...I'm sorry I haven't written anything in some time. I'M NOT DEAD YET, it's just...I can't get back on my feet since the HP movie. But I promise SOMETHING before I leave for another week at my mom's house. The latest is Sunday, but I PROMISE I Will post something by then.

I'm working on two new one shots for Code Geass, both Rolo x Lelouch yaoi goodness. :33 Those will, of course, be my debut into the Code Geass fandom. I'll also post the links on the community just to spread it, or something.

Am working on "The Slytherin Outcast", just editing and proof-reading. However, Invincible has come to a wall for the time being. But I will put my all into it as soon as I get home from my mother's. However, I do have another story planned for the Hermione x Snape ship. It's quite good if I do say so myself. I'm going to take that chance to do my summer projects for school. :DD I do have alot more HP fanfics planned for in the future, and even a couple of parody-like songs. I have already written one of them. Please do be patient with me.

For the VK fans who are reading this, I am planning on Zero x Kaname fanfics, and even a multi-chapter story called "Blood Has Nothing To Do With Love", and so far it's rated T, but that may change. They are not posted yet, and I'm even planning on a series of one shot focusing on their relationship. But I do have normal pairings, like Zekki in the works.

And Twihards, don't worry, I didn't leave you out. I'm working on 'Girl's Night' and 'Just Say Yes', plus a parody. I have alot of fanfics planned, but once I write them all, I'm retiring from the Twilight fandom. It's gotten quite croweded. However, I do have alot of them planned, and will write them all. Just not right now.

So that's how my life has been up to now, and I thank ye for reading this. Oh, and sagakure is getting the scans out! I'm very happy. Once again, I am unable to link you to her, so just look her up-I'm sure she's the only one with that name on here. :33

Oh, I want to tell you guys my recent playlist:

1. Why Did I Fall In Love With You- By DBSK
2. Sleepless Beauty- By Nittle Grasper
3. Glaring Dream- I don't know who's it by
4. Still Doll- Male version
5. Scene For Dummies- Hollywood Undead
6. Don't Stop Believin'- Journey
7. Cat's In The Cradle- Ugly Kid Joe
8. Drift Away- Uncle Kracker
9. You're Beautiful- James Blunt
10. Books And Letters- The Morning Light

It's my MySpace list- here's my URL: www.myspace.com/krazy-morra

Oh, and I have to pee like A MOFO, but if I get off, that means defeat agaisnt my older, sexist brother...so I can't. ;DD
-Kiryuu-san.


Well, damn.
sagakure, yaoi, buttsecks, kaito, zero
[info]alex_antidote


Luckily for me, I seem to have stumbled upon 'Code Geass', an amazing anime. It was about...a month ago? I think, I was watching Adult Swin with my dad, and it came on. I am a huge fan of anime, and this one seemed amazing.

But I had no time to watch the rest until last week. And I must say, it was quite amazing.

So am I a n00b? No, but I am a newbie. :33 The manga isn't as exciting, so I prefer the anime. XDD

Unfortunatly, I am also a yaoi fangirl, so I ship people alot. Rollo x Lelouch being my favorite, I went to search for some. Saddened that I found not much, I came onto LJ. I found a community, and it seemed interesting. So I joined it. :DD

Now, I'm writing two one shots on the Rolo x Lelouch relationship. These will be my first Code Geass stories, :]] I do say, they are not that bad either. I'll link it here when I'm done. :DD

*sighs* I'm reading "Ella Minnow Pea", and it sucks. It's incredibly boring and I see no point to it. But blasted school making us read it. *shakes fist* This explains why I have not been able to write as much fanfic as I used to. But I promise, once I'm done with it (and the assignment) more updates are promised.

Once again, thank you for waiting on my fanfic. :DDD

I, ALEX ANTIDOTE, COMMAND YOU TO GO WATCH CODE GEASS! *uses her super-cool stolen Geass from Lelouch* XDD

G'night and ohayo!


Gahh...
sagakure, yaoi, buttsecks, kaito, zero
[info]alex_antidote
So, as promised, I'll post my review of HP-HBP up here. Be warned though--

SPOILERS AHEAD:

Anyway, all in all it was a good movie--AS A MOVIE. As for the HP franchise, it just sucked. Period. They had too much romance, and not enough magic. It wasn't AT ALL faithful to the books, and I never do expect them to be but this was ridiculous. The transitions between scenes was ghastly, and some of the acting was a bit off. Normally, I love all the HP stuff but now....I don't know. They put in too many scenes that WEREN'T in the book and took too many out that were. Like the Burrow scene? WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY SUPPOSED TO STAY AFTERWARDS. They didn't explain SHIT about the Horcrux, they didn't explain about TonksxRemus relationship, and they didn't even explain how they know how to use spells. My biggest problem? THEY TOOK OUT THE DADA CLASS!! Wtf? And how does everyone know how to use non-verbal spells? Mutherphukcer, they didn't even go to class. :PP And Lavander wasn't in their potions class, come on. Like I said, there was TOO much romance, and that's saying something about me. And Quidditch? Yeah, only like...three scenes of it. That sure pissed me off. And when did Ginny become such a huge part of everything? I didn't know she was supposed to know about the Half-blood prince's book. And the ending...THE ENDING D:< Absolutely HORRID. No funeral scene for Albus? Not even a fight scene. The deatheaters come [like...four of them] and then they go downstairs, Bellatrix sets Hagrids hut on fire [no reason?] and they disappear. I guess they wanted to keep the exit scene somewhat like the book, BUT THIS WAS RIDICULOUS!!! There should have been a fight scene and then there would have been a reason that Bellatrix set the hut on fire. :PP I have a billion and one promblems with this movie, but I'm wearing myself out. Ughh, it was bloody terrible.

Watch at your own Harry Potter risk.


On to other news, there isn't any. XDD I'm working on my fanfics and my original fics, slowly but surely. The HP movie took quite alot out of my imagination, but I'll get it back. :]]

Keep in touch.


Please?
sagakure, yaoi, buttsecks, kaito, zero
[info]alex_antidote
Go here:  
http://sagakure.livejournal.com/335012.html?view=7158180#t7158180 

And help her out, she needs it. Her scanner broke, and well us VK fans aren't too happy. Donate what you can, and she's offering commissions. :]]

Please, for the sake of US. :DD

Anyway, I'm at my mum's, so I probably won't update much this week. I have a dentist appointment on Wednesday to get my cavaties filled. :PP I have dentists.

HARRY POTTER COMES OUT TUESDAY AT MIDNIGHT!!!!

But I don't get to go and watch it until Friday, darn. :PP
But I'm excited about that. :DD Anyway, I'll post my review on it after I see it. Have a lovely week. :]]

Fuuun.
sagakure, yaoi, buttsecks, kaito, zero
[info]alex_antidote
This weeked was hella fun. And I don't usually say "hella". :DD

My sister and I went to the mall to meet up some friends of ours. Kelli, Lisa, and Brenda.

We met them at Hot Topic and just walked around for awhile. Then, Kelli Celeste and I went into Abercrombie and danced to the music. It was fun, because the employees didn't expect it. I mean, we ARE a bunch of emo/losers/scenies who just walk in like they own the place.

And as we were leaving, they were like, "Bye ladies!"

And we were like, "BYYYE! HEYYY!"

XDD Then we took pisses. :]]

After that we were downstairs at "Can You Imagine" and the guys told us we weren't allowed to play with the swords. XDD I'm not sure why though. It got boring really quickly so we left. And I rode a motorvehicle. :]]


I tried to Apparate (Harry Potter reference!) but failed. In Build-A-Bear we gave Celeste a fluff bath. :DD

Walking around a little more, we got bored. So we went to candy castle! Got some CANDYY.

On the elevator, this middle-eastern dude was in the elevator with us. And Celeste was being a retard.

"MY BALLS ARE ITCHY!" Mind you, we are all straight GIRLS.

And the guys just looked at us. But when we got out, he was following us, so we sat down for  awhile until he followed other people. Then we went to Claire's and bought us friendship bracelets. I got the blue one, Kelli got orange, Brenda got green, Lisa got yellow, and Celeste got red. :]]

Then at the food court, this kid from school ignored us! I was like, DUDE I WANT SOME ORANGE JUICE! Horrible service.

So as we walked away camly, and telling everyone they have horrible service, I yelled that I would be talking to his boss. :]] And felt proud of myself for it.

Of coure, walking by Abercrombie again,t his dude was checking himself out. It was CREEPY, but I started to laugh at loud. He looked up and saw us watching and looked embarrassed. It was the most funniest thing I'd ever seen. :]]

Walking around a little more, we went back to Hot Topic. I bought myself a handwarmer, and then we went back outside to talk about going home.

We all had plans to go home, we decided we had to do this again, and we left. :]]

But that wasn't the end.
 
At home, I was leaving my dad's room and my brother was standing right outside the door in the darkness. He's already pretty dark, so it scared the shit out of me.

I screamed and fell, and then started to laugh. Everyone thought it was weird.

Ahh, the weekend was amazing. :]]

Anywhoo, I'll be at my mum's this week so no Early HarryPotter for me. :[[ BUT I SHALL WATCHIT FRIDAY IF I HAVE TO! :DD I CAN'T wait.

This is what we Pottheads have been waiting for.

Until next time!

Alex. :DD

Bugger,
sagakure, yaoi, buttsecks, kaito, zero
[info]alex_antidote

I'm trying to fulfill a promise and write here everyday, but those who know me in RL know how lazy I am. And those who know of my slow updates, also know this.

BUTTTTT, I'm getting better at this. It's about....2 A.M. and I'm still working. At the moment, I'm working on "The Slytherin Outcast", "Baby, We're Invincible", "Just Say Yes", "Girl's Night", and Zero's POV of "All Around Me". Plus working on a couple of plot bunnies that have turned out to have rabies.

My brother is broke, and won't get me cookies from the Dark Mart (Wal-Mart to you Muggles). I am so tired, and chugging down a whole 2 liter of Coke just for the caffine. Which can't be too good for my teeth, but I'll brush them again later. Bah, I have a dentist appointment on Thursday, and cold Coke is giving me a headache.

Well, also I'm listening to music trying not to get to inspired. Ughh, some days...

Any how, I got another chapter of The Slytherin Outcast, and a new one shot. "Hogwarts Reunion: Circa 1971", and it's just a parody idea that ate away at me until I wrote it. But that lead to me writing a song from Bowling for Soup's "Highschool Never Ends" and then "1985" and now "Stacey's Mom". Goodness. All these will be HP related.

But you Twi-nerds do not worry! I am working on a parody. It's called "This is...Twilight?" And it's basically a series of one-or two-shots. And a crossover of HP and Twilight.
 

Harry Potter and the Vegitarian Vampires, and I have numerous one shot bunnies that are screaming at me on my computer. So, I am working on those. And probably will be until I die get tired of it finish them. :]]

Those people that know me in RL and think it's funny that I didn't watch the Michael Jackson memorial...I have my reasons. I just couldn't.

It would finalize that he's REALLY gone, and never coming back. And that's more than I can handle. Sure, I accepted that he is gone, but seeing it is different. Don't judge me.

At the moment I need to get writing, and hopefully an update (or two!) on all my stories will happen either by...Friday or Saturday. Depends.

Alex, :]]

EDIT-- Here's the URL for "All Around Me",in case anyone is interested. If  you want to read any other stories of mine, just click the username. http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5196108/1/All_Around_Me

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sagakure, yaoi, buttsecks, kaito, zero
[info]alex_antidote

It's about 3 in the morning, and I have a huge headache. Damn it...

Anywayyyy... My sides hurt as well, and I don't know why. They have been like that since the fourth of July, which was very eventful.

It rained, luckily, on that day. Which meant I didn't have to go to the pool. Lucky me! I hate going to the pool...swimming brings back too many memories. But, I did wake up early, which is something I rarely do, even on week days. Other than that, I thought it would be a good morning, seeing as it was raining.

Unfortunatly, they still planned on having a party, and I was forced to spend time with the family. Ughh, not that I don't love them or anything but they bloody don't get me! It annoys me quite a bit...to no end really.

-Back story on that- They don't think I'm "normal" enough for them, bugger, I don't even know what NORMAL is! And for a matter of fact, neither do they much. *sighs* They want me to be more like them, but I can't be. I'm too...different. And like my friend Sally said, Being Normal is Boring. And I agree, :]]

So, we get there, and I head to my cousins room, and I hang out in there to be away from everyone else. But when Brenda and I get hungry, we go and hunt down some fruit food and sit and eat. Of course, her mother comes and starts lecturing me about my "disrespecting" of the rest of my tias. Really?

"You should respect them, Cristal!"


"Well, I'm not gonna respect someone who doesn't earn it."

"I KNOW but they're your TIAS and you should respect. Understand?"

At this point, I'm tired, pissed, hungry, and a hormonal teenager, so I walk away. All I say is, "I'm done," and push the chair away from the table and saunter walk away. Of course, ask anyone and you'll know that I'm perhaps the most respectful person, and have never walked away like that before.

A little while later, Tavo- an antisocial cousin of mine- comes and I make it my mission to destroy annoy him. But he's very good at controlling his emotions -something I'm practicing- so I get annoyed and eventually Brenda and I leave to go draw with Chalk.

Finally, Daniela's boyfriend -ANDERSON!- comes and it gets boring again. Luckily, we go and buy some LEGAL fireworks. But of course, we buy the cheap kind, being Mexican short of money.

And as we watch DRACULA (based on the REAL book of Bram Stoker which I LOVE. Amazing book really.) and they were sitting there snogging on the couch! Of course it's only natural, but not in front of the children! Merlin's Pants, KEEP. IT. IN. YOUR. PANTS.

But the funny things is she found something inapproriate on his phone, even for a guy. She found ANOTHER guys manhood on there. XDD Now that cracked me up, but no offense. It was pretty funny.

Later that night, Brenda came home with me- We did more fireworks, my dad went to watch Transformers 2 by hisself (I don't quite like Megan Fox), and we watched Degrassi. So that was my exciting weekend/fourth of July.

I did post a new one-shot on my FF account, but it's a yaoi (lemon) and not very well written. First lemon EVER and so I'm happy it has gotten good reviews. Perhaps I'll make a future out of Zero x Kaname FF. *gets shot*

Bugger, I'm working on Baby, We're Invincible and The Slytherin Outcast. So that means, my TwiFics are on the back burner for a while, at least until I get time/inspiration to write more.

This is Allllllllex, and I hope you quite enjoyed reading yet another pointless point about my boring life.:]] Have a good night/day.

P.S. The stupid thing just like, froze last night on me, so I must re-post. Bullshit. :PP Oh and I got hot water!!!

Ohayo!
sagakure, yaoi, buttsecks, kaito, zero
[info]alex_antidote

I'm hungry, but am too lazy to go and cook myself breakfast. :PP And I've woken up early today. Happy?
I have to wait for someone to fix my shower, since the hot water knob is not working. That means I've been having to take FREEZING showers. It's horrible, especially for someone like me, who enjoys nothing more than hot water.

Anyway, I've done it.
I made a one shot off the plot bunny from sagakure!
Hooray!

Check it out? http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5165904/1/A_Blissful_Moment
Ugh, I don't think I can go a while without eating anything....my stomach is protesting. 

Hopefully soon, I will be getting hot water, and some food. :DD

EDIT---

Michael Joesph Jackson, born in Gary, Indiana August 29, 1958-June 25, 2009

I want to say a couple of words, and I want you, the reader, to know how I feel. I think that he was one of the greatest man in recent times. He gave me inspiration with his music, and his writing. He always stayed optimistic even during the most trying times of his career, and his life. Coming from the kind of family that he did, and being able to achieve the greatness he achieved is something I always looked up to him for. His music kept me going, and I was the one who stood up to him, in this generation. You'll not find another person who enjoys his music more than I in our recent times, because most can not overlook the accusations. While I am not saying that pedophillia is a good thing, I do want to say that we don't know what exactly happened. That is between him and God, and we don't get anything from judging him. If you're letting that dark spot overshadow his music, than you can't honestly listen to it. I love his music, and he was, and probably always will be, the greatest entertainer in this lifetime.


I'm lazy...
sagakure, yaoi, buttsecks, kaito, zero
[info]alex_antidote


And I know it....I haven't even been on here but that could have been because I just made this account but what I mean is...I haven't written any fanfiction in a LONG while. It's because I've been busy distracted by alot of different things.

Not only is it SUMMER but I sleep in late...but I woke up early today intent on writing as much as possible....but I didn't.

And on top of that sagakure keeps making me have nosebleeds by the amount of yaoi news about VK she has. :]]

I'M SERIOUS.
Unless you're underage, or don't like yaoi, I suggest you don't visit her page. :DD

BUT ANYWAY....
I just took a quiz on whether I'm the uke or the seme:

<img src="http://www.semeuke.com/images/ilp.gif" border=0>
<p><b>You are an Innocent Uke!</b><br>
Cute and sweet, and most gentle of all uke, whips and chains are not for you - you just want someone to love you. You are often spotted in candy shops wearing furry kitty ears, where you are sure to be noticed by the Romantic Seme, whose protective instincts will kick in and will only want to take you home and love and protect you. And you, of course, will be more than happy to spend the rest of your life baking cookies for your seme. <p>
<b>Most compatible with:</b> Romantic Seme<br>
<b>Least compatible with:</b> Sadistic Seme, Don't Fuck With Me Seme<p>
What seme or uke are you? Take the experience at <a href="http://www.semeuke.com" target=_blank>SemeUke.com</a>, or find merchandise <a href="http://www.gesshoku.org" target=_blank>here</a>.


Ha, I have a bunch of windows opened right now.
TRYING TO MULTITASK.
Not a smart person am I?

I guess, this blog is just going to be about my ramblings, and my stories, and all that nonsense. :]]
If I know you in RL then don't take offense in anything I write here. I just need a place to vent, and here would be the best place.
Manga fox is doing a TERRIBLE job at uploading the latest chapters, but then again, I haven't been paying as much attention. What with all my plot bunnies starving...sitting there on my computer.
*sighs* I really need to get writing, not just on my fanfictions by my original writing as well...

But....ZERO X KANAME YAOI IS TOO GOOD!!!!! *gets shot*

Ughh, anyway...I'm thinking about a yaoi fanfic original writing about a vampire and a hunter, but my friend just might write that for me...since SHE'S FREAKING INCREDIBLE!!!! *gets shot*

And I just realized....the reason why LJ wasn't sending me the "Validation Journal" was because...I forgot to but an N in my email. *gets shot* I feel VERY idiotic. :'"]

But in other news, here's my FF account:  http://www.fanfiction.net/u/867871/  and my FP acount: http://www.fictionpress.com/u/645854/ if anyone is so interested...I'm thinking about some ideas so....Stay in touch?


EDIT: I've decided to use some of sagakure's ideas for an AU plot about VK...sorry I can't link you to her...look her up?

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